Morning has broken

Morning has broken on another day, thank you Lord for granting it to me to see. Dreeding where decisions might lead me in the coming months, but resigned to some obvious realities. Shortcomings and inabilities have been affecting this outreach.

Either unable or unwilling to resolve conflicts within my own control, no where close to the strength and moral fiber I thought I had. Hate pretending something is okay when it is not. It does no one any good to pretend.

Time for reflection, some might not understand that, other might. Too much conflict and peril. Time to put focus back on what has been at risk for sometime, reflect on the damage caused, repair or rebuild where I can.

Blog will remain active, but main website will be shut down. As for FB, will let it remain idle, brakes on. Furture blogs may have more rants than normal, but will try and curb my tongue when submitting them.

How's it possible...

how's it possible to love and hate at the same time.

how's it possible to regain the composure when the battle is lost

how's possible to move forward with hope, when everything else has failed.

how's it possible to still be identified as a ministry worker, when we have turned away from serving those in need.

how's it possible to consider ourselves right as rain with the Lord, yet squandered the high ground he has given us.

how's it possible.